Breaking a hypnotic spell

How do I know I am hypnotized?

1. When I seem to have lost a sense of the presence of God.

 2. When I cannot even hold my thought enough to say silently the Lord's Prayer through.

3. When I am just spinning my wheels when I declare statements of truth.

At this point, I have found, I can simply say "God" and then perhaps "God is" - something so simple - and repeat this until I begin to gain traction - then add "God is good" - then "God is good, God is all, therefore evil is without God, therefore nothing" - working this way, the hypnotic state breaks up and I regain a clarity.